^newsflash^

... love these pics>still love my life...still awkward and confuzeled>hawaii trip coming up...people in stores recognize my face> and give me steals...mom should name her blog {just a touch of fairy dust} from peter pan> i have fallen in LOVE with my new life... here is a sheet of crazy and some pics > from my awesome camera

Ahh finally the good life

yes its true i have the good life at last perfect friends perfect horse perfect house
im living the dream... wonder how long it will last
i screamed my head of at the game last night and now im sick and lost my voice
this cold weather is awesome i think i will go to the library later and then read at roberts point park... it sounds soo nice maybe i will leave now.
oh and did i mention perfect phone it rOX

SOOO...preppy ITS WEIRD

UMM not much to say its too mixed up right now here are

some pics of my first pep rally

its a secret...

its a secret

you cant know

its all mine and i wont show

no peeps or hints

i dont tell

i finally decided the only secrets i can actually keep are my own...

but i only have 1

upside down inside out and i still came out on top

everything is like inside out and upside down but i hit the ground running and i finally came out on top i luv my life it is SOO much fun i have tons of friends here and in corpus things are pretty darn NICE i have tons of friends i am a cheerleader our first pep rally is friday soo wish me luck i luv you all
Fallon

cheer song!

i cant decide i need to pik a song for cheerleading choreography

• WHEN I GROW UP-PCD
• low- flo rida
• cupid shuffle
• IN THE AYER-FLO RIDA

bekah you wanted a poem here is mine about you!

i thought youd be there but once again

you couldnt live up to what you said

you broke my heart it hurts to say

that you left me that sad day

now that ive moved on, youre here today

when i needed you yesterday

you still say were best friends

but bffs dont ditch

and they really dont call you a bitch

so guess what my heart still aches

and maybe this will show you

how much it takes for me to say

now its goodbye this is the only way

88

yeah yeah now its an 88 whoooooooooooooo it rox more l8tr

84

yeah i brought my grade up to an 84 yay this rox i am so PROUD OF MYSELF

beach partay

we had an awesome beach party for my bros birthday and it was soo much fun but a couple of my friends couldnt come so i was sad

soo i will do what they do in yearbook photos

not pictured

rivver

devan

47

i have a 47 in science and am soooo scared i cant tell my mom and i dont want to fail she keeps tellling me i have to get straight A's i have really good grades in all my other classes and if she finds out i dont know what i will do maybe i can pass but thats about all i can manage right now i dont want to fail i really care i just dont know what to do in that class she is just so hard a teacher and i started late and i just now figured how to do all her crazy books and freaky organizational crap. i know all the information and i ace all my tests its just that i didnt know that all my assignments were written down on monday for the whole week and she wont help me when i dont get it and if i fail i cant be a cheerleader and i wish i knew what to do.............................
and i hope to god my mom stil lets me ride horses or i will die :'( X9999999999999999999999999

song soul gone wrong

you know i never thought i would say this but i LOVE being a cheerleader and it is sooooooo much fun we had a bake sale and we were screaming on the streets with signs and it never felt sooo good!!!! we made overe two hundred and eighty buckaroos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT the more i want to see my old friends the more i dont know why they diss me they never call and i know if they came over they would just pretend they were my friends! EXCEPT FOR AMANDA BECAUSE SHE IS LOYAL AND FUN AND LIFE WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT HER!!
layta frm da land of da ntsos

confusion

im confused and i cant tell where i would rather be and i am sure that ike is a sign that even though my life is a raging storm afterwards i know i will just have to pick it up and deal build it again and keep going because that is the only thing that you can do
WILL POST PICS LATER!!! >:-?

I DONT BELONG

This stinks i dont like my house or my school the kids are not nice i miss my horses and my friends... i can not sleep here crying myself to sleep every night, all of my friends have officially forgotten about me. I try to hide how sad i am because my mom is SOO happy and i cant stand this stupid place. I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :O so it pretty much sucks and the house is cool but it is not home and i dont thnk it ever could be. Ryan and hailey are happy so is mom, but I hate it and nothing would make me happier if i just got to go home and never leave i dont belong on the beach i belong in the barn

OMG new school TOMOROW

I AM SSOOOO excited to be starting at a new school tommorow it is really nice you know a 'fresh' start YAY anyway thats all for now ttyl bye

pretty words

love

grace

flourish

tango

tropical

divine

mist

trance

facets

all pretty words and all pretty meanings

in with the new out with the old...so why is it sad

ohh the drama of a life im supposed to be leaving behind. its bugging me its like my favorite quote ever 'every silver lining has a cloud' my friends are getting a little annoying and i wish they would suck it up and either move on or be the best part of what i am leaving behind and also let them be part of my new life. anyway we just started to move stuff into the apartment... so excited
any way i didnt think i wanted this part of the old out but maybe...

tick tock

as moving day and the start of school tick closer, i cant help feeling a little bit of sorrow. sorrow for what i am leaving behind, all my friends, my wonder ful ranch. when you weigh the pros and the cons i really am very happy to move that doesnt make it any easier to leave.....

NEW FRIENDS

I AM SOO EXCITED TO BE STARTING A NEW SCHOOL AND I AM READY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS... ALREADY I WAS JUST REGISTERING AND ALL THESE PEOPLE SAID HI, AND ONE GIRL WAS REALLY FRIENDLY, TO BE HONEST MY FRIENDS HAVE NOT BEEN VERY HELPFUL OR EVEN NICE WITH ALL THE STUFF GOING ON, ALL EXCEPT ONE FRIEND I KNOW I CAN COUNT ON, AMANDA. SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND I KNOW I CAN COUNT OF HER. ANYWAY ALL I KNOW IS THAT IT IS TIME FOR NEW FRIENDS AND TO KEEP THE OLD. SO THIS IS THE BEST THING I CAN THINK OF AND IT KEEPS GETTING BETTER.....

new life

well i figured since i am moving to a new house and changing skools i might as well have a new blog besides my old one is too depressing so even though my life is not perfect its pretty darn good. . . . so live lif to the fullest and wish me luck at my new school