I DONT BELONG

This stinks i dont like my house or my school the kids are not nice i miss my horses and my friends... i can not sleep here crying myself to sleep every night, all of my friends have officially forgotten about me. I try to hide how sad i am because my mom is SOO happy and i cant stand this stupid place. I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :O so it pretty much sucks and the house is cool but it is not home and i dont thnk it ever could be. Ryan and hailey are happy so is mom, but I hate it and nothing would make me happier if i just got to go home and never leave i dont belong on the beach i belong in the barn