47

i have a 47 in science and am soooo scared i cant tell my mom and i dont want to fail she keeps tellling me i have to get straight A's i have really good grades in all my other classes and if she finds out i dont know what i will do maybe i can pass but thats about all i can manage right now i dont want to fail i really care i just dont know what to do in that class she is just so hard a teacher and i started late and i just now figured how to do all her crazy books and freaky organizational crap. i know all the information and i ace all my tests its just that i didnt know that all my assignments were written down on monday for the whole week and she wont help me when i dont get it and if i fail i cant be a cheerleader and i wish i knew what to do.............................
and i hope to god my mom stil lets me ride horses or i will die :'( X9999999999999999999999999

song soul gone wrong

you know i never thought i would say this but i LOVE being a cheerleader and it is sooooooo much fun we had a bake sale and we were screaming on the streets with signs and it never felt sooo good!!!! we made overe two hundred and eighty buckaroos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT the more i want to see my old friends the more i dont know why they diss me they never call and i know if they came over they would just pretend they were my friends! EXCEPT FOR AMANDA BECAUSE SHE IS LOYAL AND FUN AND LIFE WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT HER!!
layta frm da land of da ntsos

confusion

im confused and i cant tell where i would rather be and i am sure that ike is a sign that even though my life is a raging storm afterwards i know i will just have to pick it up and deal build it again and keep going because that is the only thing that you can do
WILL POST PICS LATER!!! >:-?

I DONT BELONG

This stinks i dont like my house or my school the kids are not nice i miss my horses and my friends... i can not sleep here crying myself to sleep every night, all of my friends have officially forgotten about me. I try to hide how sad i am because my mom is SOO happy and i cant stand this stupid place. I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :O so it pretty much sucks and the house is cool but it is not home and i dont thnk it ever could be. Ryan and hailey are happy so is mom, but I hate it and nothing would make me happier if i just got to go home and never leave i dont belong on the beach i belong in the barn

OMG new school TOMOROW

I AM SSOOOO excited to be starting at a new school tommorow it is really nice you know a 'fresh' start YAY anyway thats all for now ttyl bye